Wednesday, October 21, 2009

The girl who has no name.

She has no name. Her faithfulness, and her appearance in the right time and the right place for most people is amusing. She's always there, listening, smiling,sometimes crying, sometimes laughing. But she never talks. Her gaze, her smile, her moves, show a happiness,  yet when you go dig her deeper, you'll find the bitterness you will never wish to feel. She is always there. Listening to a stranger's deepest thought. The one thing she reckons while talking to them, people always talking about they being hurt, the stories, the timeline, the past.  She started to see tears as somewhat the biggest pleasure of any human can get. People loves her, yet hates her for being there, digging their utmost dark side.

One time she met a girl, with a long hair and flowery dress. Her appearance doesn't match with her eyes. That teary sad dark eyes.  Every time she meets with strangers, the one thing that connect them the most is a teary sad dark eyes. The girl, just like the other bitter people she met, started to talk to her.

About her unfulfilling dreams, her fights with parents, her loved one who goes away, her God who seems disappear, her past, how she lost that pure smile of her on such an early age, how she hates her life  and can't remember the beauty of it and started to think  that the life gives her a wonderful gift which is  a damage heart. She is damaged goods, she said to the girl who has no name.

The girl who has no name, smiled. But unlike the other people she met and listened about their bitterness, she talks with this sad girl. Her voice is gentle, soft, yet there is somewhat hurtful when you listen the way she speaks.

she says "The pain is there to remind you that the beauty of life is not lays in the happiness. It's in your heart. the one that you called damaged goods, actually perfected by the pain you feel. But you never listen to it, you drag down to your own ego and sadness. The pain is there to tell you something yet you never listen. There is a true happiness offered to you if you understand it"

the girl with the sad eyes staring at her. and started question her. "Who are you?" she said to the girl who has no name. She replied with a smile. "I am what you feel." and she goes away.

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